i'll show you my mind mess if you show me yours

3/20/2013

So how do I write a quick post, something that still makes a difference to my readers but gives me enough time to get onto my Bschool work. You know this week’s module is on Websites. Whoop whoop!! Website revamp here we come!! Okay, take a big deep breath Mish, the only moment is NOW, so go! Arrrggghhhh ideas, ideas, where are you? Universe, dude, you usually have my back with this stuff. You usually have me blurt out something profound with a little cheeky on the side, where the eff are you?

Okay this is beyond ridiculous, who is going to want to read my mind mess? Far out I’m meant to be able to observe all this shit coming up and just gently and gracefully thank it for its opinions but we need to focus today. Bllllaaarrrgggghhhhhh ….

Okay, okay, so I’m looking at my Vision Board for inspiration. Here we go, here we go. Yesterday I listened to a recording of Marie Forleo who’s teaching me this Bschool stuff (please see past post here if you’d like some background) and she said this quote that really hit home with me:

“I will WIN or I will learn that I can NEVER lose”

Hmmmm perhaps I needed to hear that just then, as I feel like I’m losing in this time game, this inspiration game and this not-getting-caught-up-in-my-mind-mess game. So if I can NEVER lose what is this then?

Well I suppose this is honesty. Its not losing. Its letting you guys know where I’m at right now. Right now I’ve got Website video’s to watch and although I want to add value to your lives in ways I can’t even begin to describe (obviously literally today), the best way I know how to move forward in doing that is by getting on with my Bschool work and creating a Website that absolutely rocks your socks and that helps YOU really get that you can NEVER lose either.

So what’s my summary here, lets see >>

Today give yourself permission to be where you’re at. Good, bad, ugly, busy, blissful, chaotic, tired, joyful, a little blah. State it honestly. Give people access into your mind mess. What’s really going on in there? Go on be brave and rant and rave!!

By giving yourself permission to be however you are, you give others around you that permission too!! How freeing is it when you ask someone how they are and they honestly say “You know what, I’m not going to blow smoke up your arse, I actually feel shit right now!” I want to high five those people!!

PS: if you think one of your mates could benefit from hearing my mind mess, please share this link with them xx

PPS: I’d love to hear all about your mind mess below in the comments so please go ahead and spew it all out, this is a safe space xxo

PS: if you think one of your mates could benefit from hearing my mind mess, please share this link with them xx

PPS: I’d love to hear all about your mind mess below in the comments so please go ahead and spew it all out, this is a safe space xxo

2 Comments

Bri link

3/21/2013 04:03:03 pm

Not to sure if you really really want to hear this, but here it goes.

I am LOOSING my mind over this website module for Bschool! I have never made a website before and I feel like I'm learning a second language. That was never mentioned in the program outline ok, by the way you have to learn a new language?? I would have said heeeeeelll NO.
But I'm to broke to pay someone to do it, so I've just spent oh, I don't know... 20hours gettin one page done... Ya, the About page, that's it and I don't even have any pictures in it! Brutal

Plus I'm staying at my sisters place for a week as her virtual assistant for her business( I know, I should be better at this website crap) and so i work for her all day, and try not to through my computer across the room at night, because the people at the website help desk don't like to answer their phones..... (Heavy breathing)

Did I mention I also teach meditation, definetly not master status as you can probably tell...

In a couple days I get to drive 7 hours home on to a house that will be a total mess like it always is when i leave, with no food in the fridge and a job I hate because it pays my bills (barely) and then he next module for Bschool will be up and I will be NOWHERE near finished the last module.

I have to keep my deam job a secret from most of my family, including my husband, and a bunch of my friends, because they all think its stupid and will never be successful. I refuse to listen. I don't want to work my crappy job anymore because makes me miserable!

All I want it to make beautiful mala beads and teach meditation, and I'm getting he feeling that most people in my life think I'm crazy! The thing is, when im doing it is the only time I feel like I'm not crazy!

Did I mention that my sister has a 1yr old and a 3yr old? Ya, try meditating with them screaming in your face!

Whew, I actually feel better now that I got that out.

Who's next?

Mish link

3/24/2013 10:40:18 am

Bri what an inspiration!!! Whoop whoop you go girl and clear that space by telling the truth of what is there for you xx

I'm sorry I didnt reply sooner!! I only just saw this ... but that aside I'd love to hear if after expressing all of that if anything has shifted or changed for you? Anything opened up?

And of course if you need any support whatsoever with Bschool I'm totally here for you xxxx

One tiny tip if nothing has opened up ... I'm also in the "i want out of my day job" kind of mind frame and what I've taken up as I go to sleep and after my morning meditation (by the way you can meditate with screaming kids, just use their screams as your meditation, go into how they make you feel, go into hearing the energy of the scream, go into the frustration and emotion) anyway, after my morning meditation I evoke the emotion I want to feel each day working for myself. And for me that is a sense of abundant peace. You know what I mean? Having abundance flow in, adding abundance to my family, feeling peaceful that all my needs (AND SOME) are met :) Evoking these emotions will draw the aligned experience to me ... I know it and i've done it before.

So what emotion do you want to evoke? Through Bschool and in your transition? xx

i'll show you my mind mess if you show me yours

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