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a story about money ...

10/12/2017

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This is a story about money. Inspired by an Online Workshop I've been participating in called The Heartful Biz, it's a story I've been reading to myself every night for a while now. I've printed it out and I keep it beside my bed. I'm starting to notice it changing me. I'm less likely to have comparisonitis and I've noticed myself thinking more regularly "you go girl!" when I see another woman killing it in her field. I've also noticed, in subtle ways, my feelings of worthiness increasing as well as my ideas of whats possible for me and my life ...

I wanted to share it with you in hopes to inspire you to print it out and read it every night too. You're so welcome to xx

You're also welcome (and I encourage you) to change it and make it fit what feels good and right for you, inserting your own desires where applicable.

Here goes ...

I hope it leaves you feeling abundant, free, empowered & open to whats possible for you too xx

my money story ...

Right now, as I sit here before I fall asleep, I am present to and feel the overwhelming abundance that surrounds me in my life.

Right in this very moment, I am so grateful for my sheets, my feather doona, this beautiful home I live in, that I have someone I love so deeply falling asleep beside me, that I have wonderful soulful people in my life, that I had a nourishing meal tonight, that I have these pyjamas that I feel so comfortable in, that I can feel safe as I fall asleep, that I have enough money right now to support all of these things that I’m so grateful for.

I believe that everything is a vibration, that the true nature of the world is not material at all, it just appears to be through my human senses. I believe that money is also a vibration. A vibration that I can align my vibration with.

I can feel in my body when I am not aligned with and resisting money. These are the messages of anxiety or unworthiness. These sensations are my friends communicating, making me aware that I may have some old residue, stuck from past negative perceptions of money.

These past perceptions don’t have to continue into the future. I can transform these non-aligned vibrations. I believe this is an easy process. All it takes is consistency.

I have done this before. I have experienced it to be true. I have had magical things show up before through aligning my vibration with them.

(INSERT ALL THE THINGS YOU HAVE MANIFESTED IN THE PAST ... HERE ARE SOME OF MINE) I have manifested great sums of money. I have focused upon soulful friendships I wanted to attract, a partner that is so aligned with me, I’ve attracted my home, moving to another state, living a life by the beach, having complete freedom with my time to do with it what I love.  

I know that it is possible to align my vibration with money.

One of the ways that supports me to do this is to see Money’s Vibration as a Goddess Energy. She is gold, tall, crowned, stable, strong, empowered. She is fertile and nurturing. She is free, spontaneous and fun. She is unconditionally loving.

The Goddess of Money has absolutely no judgment about who she hangs with or who desires her. She knows her power and her worth. And she knows she’s a fabulous companion along the journey of life.

If I desire her to be by my side, she is there in an instant. She’s excited to get up to mischief with me.
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She loves to create things, whatever they are, I get to decide. She loves it when she gets an opportunity to make people happy, but she also doesn’t care if I use her for evil. She doesn’t base her self worth on that. She knows that the Goddess of Karma will take care of what I choose to do with her, so she comes to me with unlimited possibility and freedom. She is the energy of Love, non-judgement, unlimited choice.

The Goddess of Money will even allow me to shape who I think she is without a fight. But she does love it most when I choose to see her for her empowering qualities, when I see that she wants to be my companion, create fertility, spontaneity, fun and freedom in anything I choose.

To align my vibration with her I must also stop judging her and what I desire. I align my vibration with feeling unconditional love for money, myself and for what I desire.

Money actually isn’t what creates what I desire, it is ONE channel through which my desires can manifest. And I choose to be open and aligned to ALL channels in life that provide ease and grace in manifesting my desires.

I deserve my desires because I know they come from a deep place of heart. I know that my intention in everything I do, purchase, create and communicate is for the good of the earth and her peoples. I know in my heart that all that I choose for myself and my life is in order to prosper the entire planet. I know that my personal happiness, freedom, flow and ease in life, ripples a powerful vibration out into the world and all of those whom I work with, am friends with and am close to.

I am so grateful to be on this planet, at this time, to offer this vibration in service to everyone.

My desire for abundance is not just about me, it is for everyone. As I prosper, so does the world. If I feel freedom, I have the blessed opportunity to share that with others. If I experience unconditional love for myself and my desires, I have the blessed opportunity to lead others to realise unconditional love for their selves.

Money is a divine catalyst for me to transform myself, the others in my life & those that I serve and this transformation ripples out into the world.

Money is a divine gift.
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I am so stoked, excited and overjoyed to instantly, right this moment, declare I have started a fresh, new relationship with the Goddess of Money.

We are going to get up to some wonderful mischief together. This year particularly, the things we are going to create, oh my!

This year she will partner me to earn (INSERT WHAT YOU'D LOVE TO EARN THIS COMING YEAR) averaging (INSERT WHAT THAT WORKS OUT PER MONTH) a month.

This abundance in my life will allow me to (INSERT ALL YOUR DREAMS & DESIRES ... HERE ARE A FEW OF MINE FOR INSPIRATION) save for a wonderful home in the Northern Illawarra that Ryan and I are going to raise our family in, it will allow us to have freedom around how healthily we want to eat and organically if we choose. We can go on mini-breaks together or save easily for our future desires.

My new relationship with the Goddess of Money will support (INSERT YOUR BUSINESS NAME IF YOU HAVE ONE) Meditation with Mish having such wonderful cash flow that I can easily put deposits on retreats, pay for room hire in beautiful spaces or purchase anything that will create a more gorgeous, abundant experience for the people I serve.

Because of this reliable cash flow, I can ensure I’m filled up, nurtured and taken care of by other healing practitioners and this abundance flows onto them. The Goddess of Money loves flowing between me and those who care for me.

I easily and generously invest in books, courses, travel and mentors that turn this money into long lasting value for all those who surround me and beyond. My investment in the elevation of myself, automatically elevates everyone else.

Personal desires that support me as well as any business desires I wish to create are unconditionally and abundantly provided for. Sometimes the Goddess of Money whispers to me things she would love to see created in the world through Meditation with Mish and so we co-create in beautiful harmony together. I am open to receiving all forms of abundance that flow to me.

As I look at my bank balance I am filled with such joy, groundedness, gratitude and a deep inner knowing that I deserve this wild abundance. Because I know the Goddess of Money has no judgement over who receives her, then I know that I definitely deserve a large piece of her pie.

I know deep, down within me that more money flowing to me and Meditation with Mish, rather than some of the areas it’s flowing towards currently, will only greatly benefit the earth & all of those whom I choose to flow this abundance out to.
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I know where to best place the money that flows to me, I know how to best invest it and the perfect people and information show up at the perfect times. I know when to save it and where & when it is best spent and circulated for the good of all.

I trust myself, I know I am a fantastic partner to the Goddess of Money, she is feeling so loved-up and ecstatic that I have finally seen the value in our partnership. She is stoked to be my wing woman.

Thank you for your forgiveness Goddess, thank you for extending to me an opportunity for a new relationship with you, thank you for all of the abundance that I currently experience, EVERY . SINGLE . MOMENT  of my life.

I am empowered and know that I am deserving of MORE. More choices, more freedom, more creation, more fertility, more leadership, more transformation, more miracles, more money. I receive, I receive, I receive …

As I sit here in bed about to fall asleep, I feel the vibration of every cell in my body aligned with that of money’s vibration … and so I’m excited to see what magic (& mischief) shows up in the morning xx

Loads of unconditional love & abundance,

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PS: I'd love to help you with your relationship to money and share the other manifestation techniques I use regularly to align my vibration with money and my desires.

If you'd like me to mentor you, I'll be opening a few mentoring spaces shortly, so if you want to be the first in the know, feel free to email me mish@meditationwithmish.com xx

Please share in the comments: what do you think of my money story? Have you got one of your own that you read regularly?

We can all learn from each other xx


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a story about commitment, divorce & kundalini yoga ...

9/23/2017

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In 2005 when I was 24 I got married. I am lucky I had the choice to get married, however I chose it because I thought that it would take away my loneliness, that it would make me feel special, that I would somehow feel like all the Disney Princesses I’d seen: elated, whole & complete.

My 24 year old self did not know what marriage was really all about, and so upon realising that none of these wishes were coming to pass, I began a long and tiresome search for the man who would make me feel elated, whole & complete.
 
Cheating ensued. Separation shortly followed. A quick divorce and then a hell of a lot of dating. Short dates lasting an evening, long dates lasting a couple of months or six, usually it would average around the 6 week mark. It would end as soon as I found out that, whichever particular man I was dating, was in fact a regular human. Shortly after I’d be off again to find my Prince Charming. That perfect “one” for me. Who would make my life all white horses and singing birds.
 
Don’t get me wrong dating was fun. Meeting lots of different people from different backgrounds, with different hopes and dreams. I’ve experienced more restaurants around Melbourne than most restaurant critics, many gifts and beauty treatments, and had many a weekend away. I've experienced a lot of generosity and for those times I am truly grateful. But interestingly, these short lived dating encounters never gave me what I truly desired.
 
At the time, I didn’t know what I truly desired. I thought it was Prince Charming but what I learned was I actually craved commitment. The journey of commitment. The kind of commitment that I had attempted way back when I was 24. But it wasn’t about “being married”.
 
Let me explain.

Throughout my late 20s, I was also studying. I studied Naturopathy, Meditation Teaching, Life Coaching & Kundalini Yoga. I also did many a personal development course, read countless books and participated in 10 day grueling silent meditation retreats. It was during a Kundalini Yoga class that I experienced my true desire for commitment.

If you’ve ever experienced a Kundalini Yoga class you know what I mean and if you haven’t, you should google that sh*t. Go to a class in your area this week!
 
So we were doing some hand and arm movements for much longer than anybody half sane would have liked, and suddenly I had a deep realisation. If I wanted to get to the end of this torture, to commit to seeing it though, I had to make friends with it. I had to accept and surrender to the very strong, and sometimes truly agonising, sensations I was experiencing.

And so I did. I let go of my resistance, I let go of the stories in my head that this shouldn’t be happening, I accepted the pain and I committed to seeing it through to the end.
 
Following that realisation, something very profound happened. I transcended my sensation. I felt like I could continue with that particular movement forever. I felt this overwhelming peace and love for myself exactly as I was. No matter what I was experiencing. My commitment and subsequent surrender soared me to heights I had never experienced. And depths of peace I'd never encountered.
 
And it was all through committing. Through thick and thin. Through extreme arm pain or not. Through the good times and the bad. 

So here’s what I’ve learned for myself through marriage, divorce & Kundalini Yoga; Commitment is the secret ingredient to spiritual growth. And the commitment of marriage, to me, is now another opportunity to grow spiritually. Through the good times and the bad. I see marriage as another chance, because it's a practice of commitment, to access inner peace.

It is a commitment to stay with another flawed (and lets be honest, sometimes highly annoying) human so that you can get the spiritual gold out of the journey. There will be pain. There will be resistance. But in this commitment there is an opportunity to make friends with this pain, to accept and surrender to whatever is being slapped in your face. To give up being right. Give up holding strong on your mind-made position. To make friends with the good and bad. And suddenly, spiritual transcendence. Inner peace.

Inner Peace, experienced through committing to a relationship with another human.
 
Side Note: I didn’t expect a desire to arise in me to mention same sex marriage (in Australia we are currently being surveyed on whether we agree or disagree with the laws being changed to allow same sex couples to marry), but as it has, I wanted to mention that I believe this opportunity for spiritual growth and inner peace through the commitment to another human should be offered to everyone who is courageous enough to take it. That's a yes from me!
 
Over the month of September, I have been guiding my Online Meditation Community through Kundalini Meditations and other forms of Meditation around Commitment. Because it’s obviously not just marriage where where we can use commitment to surrender and access inner peace and stability.
 
The opportunity is everywhere in our lives. We can use commitment in our eating habits, in our careers or businesses, in our exercise, in transforming our addictions, in anything we aspire to create in the world.

When you commit to anything, you realise you have to make friends with whatever shows up along the journey. Because there will be inevitable ups and downs, you must surrender to see it through. Through commitment and surrender you experience transcending pain and struggle. You transcend fear of failure. You transcend your resistance.
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The challenge still remains, the pain, the resistance, the struggle, but it is no longer the star of the show. Your commitment is.

Because you’re committed, you get curious about what you're faced with and ask questions rather than make statements and judgements. Instead you ask “how am I going to get through this?”, rather judging your experience, “I can't get through this, it's too f*cking hard, I’m going to throw in the towel.”

I know that when you commit to something the journey can be confronting and challenging. My marriage is testimony to that. I also know it's so easy to head straight for the judgements rather than the questions and then give up when you really want to create change.

That's why very soon I am sharing an online preview screening to my Planning Workshop “A Heart Led Year” that I'll be teaching in the New Year to give you a head start and support you in your 2018 commitments.
 
Second Side Note: I have absolutely nothing against divorce. I am a divorcee and it’s given me so many gifts. There are times when it is appropriate to leave a situation. If you've truly surrendered, let go of your firmly held beliefs, given up being right and nothing has shifted, this could be the next step in your spiritual growth. There could be a new kind of commitment you can forge together.

In my next marriage, or business project, or exercise regime or healthy eating plan, I will commit knowing that it’s going to be one hell of a spiritual journey. Not because I want the end result of white horses and singing birds.

I will commit BECAUSE I know the journey will be a challenge, because I know I’ll be confronted, because I know my commitment will support me to ask the right questions. Because I know that I’ll face myself and I will have to let go of many of my tightly held beliefs and ways of doing things.

Because I know that when I surrender to any commitment, I’ve instantly accessed what I’ve been looking for my whole life ...

Inner Peace.

I'd love to support you in your commitments. If you find committing hard and confronting but you know you're ready to make changes, check out my Online Meditation Group or come join the Preview Screening of “A Heart Led Year”.
 
Truly committed,

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Please share in the comments: what's your experience's with commitment, divorce & kundalini yoga (if you've experienced it)?

We can all learn from each other xx


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